UMM...
lets c... i dont really have a real reason to post anything right now. Nothing that really infuriated me or struck a deep chord. Inspiration i always find, whether it be in small or grandiose ways. (haha... i was tutoring this one guy from my church this mornin. Tutorin him in math and english, and i tried to explain grandiose and how u would use it in a sentence... well, there u go, hahaha). Hrmm... nothin much is really goin on, jus relaxin at home as always. I dont mind it much, since i more of the subdued type. If i had a big sunny field to lie in all day and let my thoughts wander up to the skies above... thats my idea of a day off. Guess im the type that also likes to have things small and loose when it comes to get-togethers and such. Id rather chat it up in the parkin lot w/ the guys (girls always welcome, haha) than to be wrapped up in elaborate plannin and such. All common knowledge about me, i guess. Well, since im rantin off anyway, i think ill dabble in some creative writing... of sorts. I guess this would be a letter or something of that sort in which a guy would confess his feelings to a girl, a girl he's liked for some time. Yea, that would be the setting. Alright, time for some good ol' ranting.
I stood by, close enough so that i could see what was goin on, but far enough so that she couldnt see me behind the corner. I gave her a call, telling her to come outside and check her door. She stepped outside a few moments later, finding a letter beneath her feet. Opening the letter gently, she read it aloud as i leaned back, hearing the very words i wrote jus a moment ago.
"These words im tryin to get out are words which ive been tryin to get out for some time now. Words ive been searching for in the back of my mind, early in the morning and late at night. Its not enough though, doesnt even come close, for what words can describe this?...."
I turned her around and wrapped my arms around her. Shocked, she just stood there for awhile, then slowly caressed me ever so slightly.
"No words can ever describe this feeling. The feeling i get when i hold you in my arms, real tight and close to me. The feeling when i see your eyes, the way they change as you laugh and smile. I dont know when it exactly happened, but whenever it did, i knew that this feeling was for real, down to the very pit of my heart. I'm not certain of a whole lot of things, but this is one thing that is clear to me. The plain and simple fact that i cant imagine being with anybody else but you."
I could feel that she was trying to say something, her mouth slowly forming the words...
Well, i think i can improve on this, but i think this is a nice draft. Maybe ill do one of my more descriptive rants later, haha. Maybe when i dont have such a headache, ughh. More to come later then.
